We are almost at the halfway point of our Lenten journey…already!
It’s truly flying by, at least that’s the way its going for me! The third Sunday of Lent is a time to do a mini reflection, a pre half time show (that takes place more realistically next week when we celebrate Laetare Sunday), it is a time to take stock and do inventory. How is it going? Am I on top of my disciplines, how’s the fasting, the prayer, the almsgiving? Do I need to do more, do better, change things up? Is it drawing me closer to the Lord, am I benefitting my brothers and sisters, am I a better disciple?
I have a rather long list of do’s and don’ts this year and have been doing rather well ( he said way too proudly), or so I thought. Recently I gave a spirituality day for a group of High School faculty members. I realized that my Lenten disciplines, though many, have been falling short. During my preparation I became transfixed with the idea of fasting. In the Book of Genesis, when God created everything, He claimed that it was good, and when He created His masterpiece, (our first parents) He claimed that it was very good. At that point in salvation history, we lived in complete harmony with the Lord and all was well. We could do whatever we wanted contingent on the first fast. God commanded Adam not to eat from the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. This was a time of original justice. It is fair to say that the first breakfast seriously altered the course of history and changed original justice into original sin and history became salvation history. Throughout scripture, there have been many fasts since that one, Moses fasted before receiving the tablets, Elijah fasted before meeting The Lord on Mount Horeb and the most famous took place at the beginning of Christ’s public ministry. When the new Adam was driven out to the desert by The Spirit for a period of forty days where he ate nothing…and was hungry…and was tempted. This Lenten season is the predominant form of remembrance of that experience.
Fasting has a place in our modern world and has been embraced by many as a holistic form of therapy, while this is not necessarily a bad thing, Catholics ultimately, practice the fast as a way to embrace the grace that comes from His example in salvation history, when we fast from sinful things we draw closer to Him, we experience a type of kenosis. This emptying out has value only when we are refilled with, and by, by His life giving Spirit. In so being we are able to confer the fruits of our fast onto the whole community. This is central to our Lenten disciplines. We must reattune our senses, so that we conform again to the greatest of all the commandments, the commandment to Love God and our neighbor…and our enemy. Penance is as much about service as it is about sacrifice. The marriage of service and sacrifice, for the glory of god and the salvation of souls, this is the greatest Lenten discipline that we can practice.As we abstain from our dependence on created things, we must recognize our dependence on the Creator. Let us use this time of penance to draw closer to Him, to be of benefit to our brothers and sisters and to prepare well for the resurrection. We yearn to walk with Him again in original justice. We yearn to live with Him, in harmony once more, forever and ever, Amen !